can I be your Wendy?

♬ No Idea - All Time Low

Source: Somewhere over Tumblr.

time flies. I've been talking about this same crap for whole my life. time. really.
there are times when we all wish for the same thing.
when we all wish for the happy moment to freeze.
when we all wish to pause on our favorite moments, rewind for a moment, and skip the bad things.
when we all wish for time to stop or fly.

it feels like it was just yesterday that I'm so excited to wear my white-gray uniform. but now, in 3 days, my final year will begin, the last year on high school. then in no time, we'll all start a brand new life. new adventure. real life. real world. cruel place.

say this is childish, but I'm afraid to grow up.

"welcome to the real world, girlfriend." he said.

cheers,
hnalmira™

..because we never know what the future holds.

♬ Therapy - All Time Low

Thanks to June 15th, 2011. I learned a lot.

what if?
what if I wasn't on the motorcycle?
what if we took another way?
what if I didn't go practice that day?
what if that car wasn't in front of us?
what if it wasn't him, it was another person that took me on motorcycle?
maybe it's the other person who will experience the accident.
or maybe no one will experience the accident.
or maybe the accident will still occurs, and I'll still be thrown from the motorcycle.
we'll never know what the answer is.

funny how a tiny difference on your decision will affect you a lifetime.
but if it was meant to be, it is meant to be.

don't blame it on anyone. don't blame it on God. don't blame it on yourself.
accept it. thank God I have no regrets. I'm still alive after all. :">

let's don't blame it on anyone, let's move on.
let's continue our journey, and let's not waste the time we have, because we never know what will happen tomorrow. or what will happen in the next hour. let's not waste every second we have.

we're young, and this is the time of our life.
live life to the fullest! :D <:-P

Barney Stinson (How I Met Your Mother)

cheers,
hna :)

not another boring month.

July already.
I learned a LOT in June.

14 June
it was my best friend's birthday, Puspita Yuniastuti. we had a blast in her house, a surprise bash, we were so happy that no one wouldn't believe what happened the day after. 8->

15 June
it was my 16th mensiversary with my boyfriend. my day starts as usual, the morning routines, school, and since the exams are over, my beloved class  practicing for the end year performance. we did a musical we called "Catatan Akhir Elm: tribute to Sheila on 7". we're on our way to one of our classmate's house to practice when the accident happened. yes, the accident.

well, I fell from the motorcycle. wait, I was thrown. :-? I can't remember what happened clearly but I remember I was in the air before I hit the road. Then in confusion, I get up and I was looking for my mobile. My friends were all flustered and panicked. I didn't realize that my forehead, my hand, and my knee are bleeding. I was shocked but I find it funny because I can't feel anything that moment.

on our way to hospital, my friends were panic while I'm actually find the accident is kinda amusing. \m/ c'mon, thrown from a motorcycle? it's a truly valuable experience! this is a kind of story I want to share with my future children. :3333

so, they took me to hospital and I saw my boyfriend's there already. it turns out that my friends phone him already when we're on our way to hospital. I smiled, the look in his face was priceless. :b

to make the story short, I was on my bed for the next 2 weeks. yep, I spent the first week of my holiday on my bed. thanks to my family, my boyfriend, iFamily, and 2ndG, I can make it through and the wounds are healed.

...and when I'm finally recovered, on 27th, I went to Dufan and BBQ-ing with my class. what a wonderful month. <3

my boyfriend came to the BBQ place just to give me his jacket <3

notice the pink spots on my cheeks? it's not the blush on, it's the mark from the accident.

a wonderful year with wonderful class

so, there goes my story. what's yours? ;)
#ceritanyaiklanindomie

cheers,
hna :)